Shakalen

Sigh and sigh and double as sigh...... Helped Kallo try ACP fight as he happen ask me just then had a free spot well semi free got food done and little time before nyhl isle. just enough try a fight. Rdm/drk ok well we lost sorry kallo bet you try again tho.
Now after this get tell from friend that are pissed i helped on it and not asked for her as she needs it i had if just thought that then still they wanted rdm/drk and i had left my spot to anyone that need glady.

I said before sure i help friends then can just not then events and all that shit and well i got tons of that. sigh now i get blisted and stuff as just trying be nice help a friend that just asked and all things made it possible i had a hour to spare just at that moment and no pun ot other ppl makeing them less or anything.

i just feel bad now and weekend was awful on so many ways that i not even wanna talk about really was to angry and that was long ago since last time. thanks shanelle btw you know what i mean.


I try make ppl happy help then i can (yes hard with events and night times) i get asked for help alot and its hard try help all and it do takes time find time mostly cant just help that. I dont know what to say but just feel sad today and not up for anything either.

Sad cat