So nearly half a year gone by an time see what i want still maybe see if i cant list the 10 most things (consider what are possible means skippin any HNM drops and such as i never get those)
1. Hectacomb body
2. Dualist Chapeau
3. Homan pants
4. Narshira Body
5. Byakkos Haidate
6. Scouts jerkin
7. Homan feets
8. Wyrma armet
9. Narshira Legs
10. summoner Horn
Think thats it and in correct order always hard order anything and maybe should out them in order of there diffrent event thing as still are some sea things i want but new to sea and older stuff kinda have prio on them for me as of now.
torsdag 19 juni 2008
I dont know.......
.....why i feel like this something happend to me last night at kirin, feel like i snapped or broke its no fun and i feel empty just passed the point on more time and its was to much. Feel horrible but cant shake it cant just cant sigh, and im sorry spread some gloomy feelings around so so sorry cant blame anyone its just .....sad dont know, dont want to feel so cant help it tho...wont pass and i hate it.
Sorry you all ppl im just broken and wanna give all up.......
Sorry you all ppl im just broken and wanna give all up.......
onsdag 18 juni 2008
Wishes new adventures challanges!
Played game for some years now still are some things id like to try that i newer have done. Things like :
Einhjar
Zeni NMS
ISNM
ENMS i not done (tried some)
HNMs as i only done Jorm and Vrtra and pretty much not even seen any of the others like Aspir, Fafnir etc lol dont even know which it are mostly would be fun fight them at sometime.
Maybe should try brenner and Diorama also as never done those either
so still stuff i never done after play what are it npw 4-5 years lol
Salvage i need get more time for put it of a bit trying complete assault ranks to 10 and get me paw set and well work but think ill try chip in s i started get fun and i also learned it and want to learn more and some point in future i want some of the gear also.
Nyhle isle assault i also want more of not just the 5 first floors i wanna try more of it hehe
Sky im more done with tho joined again for Nbody and hopefully later haidate but im not the lot lucky so prolly just should go and help on sky runs and be satisfied.
Sea is still new and kinda we learn and get nms more around fun and also annoying at times just gotta help ppl get there torques and maybe also pick some up later think hope someday for ranger and justice later on for sword, sea got me love so i kinda happy there and hope to get ppl some of theres first =) now
Limbus yes fun most with the nice team still need coins and should also upgrade some AF like redmage hat but main reason are to get some more Homan and Narshira gear main reason for doing it. Homan pants mm would be nice lol
Dynamis oh yes the neverending runs fun boring dying and just sucky its really goes up and down the improved drop rate maybe can get me some from xar finally and we also reached point to start do Tav runs will be intresting hehe lol and i need really get some sets complete if not just as i need the space. PLease give me some drop luck and also lot luck if it comes to that point never won any here either like in sky (bid system works better for me cost alotta points tho lol)
think still are some nms for me to hunt maybe try for Vhalis bow someday but now im just proud my girl Esor got hers ^^ more happy than if i got i myself
Merits yes i should ask around on jobs and see what i should really try get i been lazy or well not right word i really not like meriting (fun if can with friends as then its more hang with friends) but well i suck alot compared to others 75s so guess i need them darn not like feel forced to get stuff im really here for the fun. Wonder why some ppl forget that have fun on game makes it much more fun lol.
BCNMS yes need use up some seals and i want to try my luck at a KS99 nothing i never done and well could need the gils if i get any.
guess this covers alot but im sure i missed alot also like complete all unfinished story lined like aht Urgan one but we really suck on gear fight 10 lost tries or something (once we get to final boss but run out of time and lives) its just damn hard for us or are we just that bad i cant tell really.
Einhjar
Zeni NMS
ISNM
ENMS i not done (tried some)
HNMs as i only done Jorm and Vrtra and pretty much not even seen any of the others like Aspir, Fafnir etc lol dont even know which it are mostly would be fun fight them at sometime.
Maybe should try brenner and Diorama also as never done those either
so still stuff i never done after play what are it npw 4-5 years lol
Salvage i need get more time for put it of a bit trying complete assault ranks to 10 and get me paw set and well work but think ill try chip in s i started get fun and i also learned it and want to learn more and some point in future i want some of the gear also.
Nyhle isle assault i also want more of not just the 5 first floors i wanna try more of it hehe
Sky im more done with tho joined again for Nbody and hopefully later haidate but im not the lot lucky so prolly just should go and help on sky runs and be satisfied.
Sea is still new and kinda we learn and get nms more around fun and also annoying at times just gotta help ppl get there torques and maybe also pick some up later think hope someday for ranger and justice later on for sword, sea got me love so i kinda happy there and hope to get ppl some of theres first =) now
Limbus yes fun most with the nice team still need coins and should also upgrade some AF like redmage hat but main reason are to get some more Homan and Narshira gear main reason for doing it. Homan pants mm would be nice lol
Dynamis oh yes the neverending runs fun boring dying and just sucky its really goes up and down the improved drop rate maybe can get me some from xar finally and we also reached point to start do Tav runs will be intresting hehe lol and i need really get some sets complete if not just as i need the space. PLease give me some drop luck and also lot luck if it comes to that point never won any here either like in sky (bid system works better for me cost alotta points tho lol)
think still are some nms for me to hunt maybe try for Vhalis bow someday but now im just proud my girl Esor got hers ^^ more happy than if i got i myself
Merits yes i should ask around on jobs and see what i should really try get i been lazy or well not right word i really not like meriting (fun if can with friends as then its more hang with friends) but well i suck alot compared to others 75s so guess i need them darn not like feel forced to get stuff im really here for the fun. Wonder why some ppl forget that have fun on game makes it much more fun lol.
BCNMS yes need use up some seals and i want to try my luck at a KS99 nothing i never done and well could need the gils if i get any.
guess this covers alot but im sure i missed alot also like complete all unfinished story lined like aht Urgan one but we really suck on gear fight 10 lost tries or something (once we get to final boss but run out of time and lives) its just damn hard for us or are we just that bad i cant tell really.
Sing songs run run mantel time!!!
YAY some good after hard work with Rowanne and Jazira ill finally manage catch bard up in campaign and can use my set now hehe =)here goes pick of me in it also yay bard getting where take me on the road Esor and were 75 soon both of us now ppl asssist us in party the last way to 75 for us ^^ fun times yes please join the blu/brd team =)
Death!!!
Yes we die or actually get KOed ingame!! it do happens.
We all have our approch to it i guess this are mine and none else all have there own reason to think and feel how they do.
I dont like it nope i dont, but its a part of game and lol would be very boring if couldnt happen so dont get me wrong now, game needs the deaths and the risk.
Even the risk of xp loss that are not as fun as i played wow a bit and for some reason dying there kinda more have ups at times as you just run back and only really bad are gear get hurt which arent hard to fix so kinda death there feels like meh and game lost alot of of the risk to it for me.
On FF die wait for raise or try get on or friends try get you its adds the more dimension and risk to game and also makes it more worth help your fellow friend keep them alive as it hurts then they die as it makes group weaker and take resource to get them up. rr helps but as times are forgotten wear of or just you get pawned getting up again and are flat on the ground eating dirt again.
As i said i dont like dying but for a good cause its ok or well feel better like die over saving party friends or some like that and of course as tank you try take it so rest will live and not die its your job so no time for second thought (still dont like to die) but if i started like it or not care i guess ill really would be bored of game and it lose so much appeal for me thats prolly the day i stop play the game i guess. (thats how i feel and i dont now look down on you if you like go die 10 times in row thats your thing not mine and if you like that ok i just dont.
Some know i never also deathwarped on game even as lv 1 job on purpose (even took me some time get the feeling it was ok do as ninja with mijin Gakure) think are some feeling of waste the xp earned and ppl helped earned i just feel bad do it so i wont deathwarp i rather walk back (learned bring warps). Hping sucks even more than dying and yes i have laid there for an hour more than once and i cant get me to hp just hard cant do it and well some point i have then impossible raise place and so still hurts and i dont like it.
Hope you know now i wont either run away leave ppl in party or friends im usally the one staying and dying as friends mean more to me or taking care of party so yes i die kinda frequent umm especially as my whm i did as i just hate even more have ppl die even if can mean i not make it. Recent i died trying safe friend that um tried dl job on purpose (drama thing i just happen run into) well i healed and got my whm killed should have rr before i guess opps well it made at least friend stop and go get whm and raise me so guess death was good even if i didnt like to die.
Well now you know some about how i feel about this issue and yes post are kinda written on feeling so kinda messy maybe but its a complexed thing to describe.
Now you all stay alive please dont die i dont like it!!!! Especially you friends and not on purpose
We all have our approch to it i guess this are mine and none else all have there own reason to think and feel how they do.
I dont like it nope i dont, but its a part of game and lol would be very boring if couldnt happen so dont get me wrong now, game needs the deaths and the risk.
Even the risk of xp loss that are not as fun as i played wow a bit and for some reason dying there kinda more have ups at times as you just run back and only really bad are gear get hurt which arent hard to fix so kinda death there feels like meh and game lost alot of of the risk to it for me.
On FF die wait for raise or try get on or friends try get you its adds the more dimension and risk to game and also makes it more worth help your fellow friend keep them alive as it hurts then they die as it makes group weaker and take resource to get them up. rr helps but as times are forgotten wear of or just you get pawned getting up again and are flat on the ground eating dirt again.
As i said i dont like dying but for a good cause its ok or well feel better like die over saving party friends or some like that and of course as tank you try take it so rest will live and not die its your job so no time for second thought (still dont like to die) but if i started like it or not care i guess ill really would be bored of game and it lose so much appeal for me thats prolly the day i stop play the game i guess. (thats how i feel and i dont now look down on you if you like go die 10 times in row thats your thing not mine and if you like that ok i just dont.
Some know i never also deathwarped on game even as lv 1 job on purpose (even took me some time get the feeling it was ok do as ninja with mijin Gakure) think are some feeling of waste the xp earned and ppl helped earned i just feel bad do it so i wont deathwarp i rather walk back (learned bring warps). Hping sucks even more than dying and yes i have laid there for an hour more than once and i cant get me to hp just hard cant do it and well some point i have then impossible raise place and so still hurts and i dont like it.
Hope you know now i wont either run away leave ppl in party or friends im usally the one staying and dying as friends mean more to me or taking care of party so yes i die kinda frequent umm especially as my whm i did as i just hate even more have ppl die even if can mean i not make it. Recent i died trying safe friend that um tried dl job on purpose (drama thing i just happen run into) well i healed and got my whm killed should have rr before i guess opps well it made at least friend stop and go get whm and raise me so guess death was good even if i didnt like to die.
Well now you know some about how i feel about this issue and yes post are kinda written on feeling so kinda messy maybe but its a complexed thing to describe.
Now you all stay alive please dont die i dont like it!!!! Especially you friends and not on purpose
Sigh!!!!
Guess ill just vent some here if anyone read or not shit the same just pissed of and had a not good day. First things i cant even tell as kinda involve other ppl so lets just say its not the best things. Sky and kirin today again and well try for Nbody once again i just cant win that lot for it.
First kirin works fine for ls, worst kirrin i ever had as smn die 3 times top score before as smn 1 orz just this kind of day and i only get to bp of it whole fight very very bad smn performance << ashmed of myself (feeling are should come whm and made some use). lol and drops are pole and r3 scroll 3 wind crystals damnit
Well 2nd oh yes much better i get some bps of try stay longer from kirin but umm guess should have been closer stoneskin more and curaga2 as last fight and DD party prolly lived and just i died as last one sorry for that but we won even if was a little more messy i think better drops at least shinning cloth NBody pole
not sure if i even dare lot but doooo 77 lot crap....... hate it now sorry all just hate the lotting i cant get right.
Shanelle my very dear friend wins and im very happy for her she will be nice in it and she not the bes lotter either might be the 2nd worst i know to me tho GRATS SHAN !!!
Well for some reason cant manage get this main thing i joined sky again 2nd thing are Haidate but ninja 67 so kinda taking that one easy Nbody i really wanted before i started wish could turn in some other drops from sky for it, oh well needed to vent some as fellin crappy and bit lost on my lotting.
Shell are nice as always and best i have had for sky like most ppl (dont know some so well but them i know i like) and its a general feel good feeling.
And Omo have managed keep it together good so dont feel bad its a fine shell and nothing are perfect keep up the good work and if you feel your time are more limited get some more involved in help run it =) we have some nice more leads so might be all fine with them or just get some more im sure most ppl will try for ls ^^
First kirin works fine for ls, worst kirrin i ever had as smn die 3 times top score before as smn 1 orz just this kind of day and i only get to bp of it whole fight very very bad smn performance << ashmed of myself (feeling are should come whm and made some use). lol and drops are pole and r3 scroll 3 wind crystals damnit
Well 2nd oh yes much better i get some bps of try stay longer from kirin but umm guess should have been closer stoneskin more and curaga2 as last fight and DD party prolly lived and just i died as last one sorry for that but we won even if was a little more messy i think better drops at least shinning cloth NBody pole
not sure if i even dare lot but doooo 77 lot crap....... hate it now sorry all just hate the lotting i cant get right.
Shanelle my very dear friend wins and im very happy for her she will be nice in it and she not the bes lotter either might be the 2nd worst i know to me tho GRATS SHAN !!!
Well for some reason cant manage get this main thing i joined sky again 2nd thing are Haidate but ninja 67 so kinda taking that one easy Nbody i really wanted before i started wish could turn in some other drops from sky for it, oh well needed to vent some as fellin crappy and bit lost on my lotting.
Shell are nice as always and best i have had for sky like most ppl (dont know some so well but them i know i like) and its a general feel good feeling.
And Omo have managed keep it together good so dont feel bad its a fine shell and nothing are perfect keep up the good work and if you feel your time are more limited get some more involved in help run it =) we have some nice more leads so might be all fine with them or just get some more im sure most ppl will try for ls ^^
Wyrm Ulitma and more
Dynamis beau seems they helped the drop rate on it as we got some more than usal 3 brds Drg thf rdm smn whm not bad and i got me Wyrm mail and brd body oh nice 4/5 on wyrm now to get helm a day umm after Esor got hers. I want my first xar drop hope will come this year =) sea time we kill hope x 3 no drop though darn well better luck next time Highlife =)
Monday Ultima hehe good fight and we get some niiiiiice drop 3 drops me Turban, Invy Hands and Pot the body grats to my fellow ls members =)
And here we are after getting our parts =)
Monday Ultima hehe good fight and we get some niiiiiice drop 3 drops me Turban, Invy Hands and Pot the body grats to my fellow ls members =)
And here we are after getting our parts =)
måndag 9 juni 2008
Maintenace
And here sitting wating under maintenace again hmm no limbus today oh well should soon be able to get on them like all time as last day on this work tomorrow and time seeek for new again lol but i wont be all sad if get some weeks of but hope for a new of course lol. well at least can make some more events in mean time and maye not be all tired and pass out also lol. Sea and sky this week lets see if any fun and i wait for some more KS99 runs and hey maybe some more fun other events hehe.
Dynamis
Lol so finally made Dynamis as run leader yes are alot to fix and keep ppl in order and first of all have them change jobs lol. All together it was a nice run no wipes no other execessive dying and decent drops and i got thanks for a good run so feels good and of course couldnt have made it without the crew hehe.I know better now what make better next run that are mine.
And lol this was not mine run hehe as mine was sandy and a little less messy
Sorry was late for Sea and prudence trying work out the admin setup for points well made it finally lol all in german so took some skill and guessing lol.
Nice Prudence run after i come at least heard was some bad before just a bummer no torque darn hope we get one soon.
Found A Pic from our Divine Might run also so adds it here and yes got me new earring instead of the old Abyssal Suppa now.
And lol this was not mine run hehe as mine was sandy and a little less messy
Sorry was late for Sea and prudence trying work out the admin setup for points well made it finally lol all in german so took some skill and guessing lol.
Nice Prudence run after i come at least heard was some bad before just a bummer no torque darn hope we get one soon.
Found A Pic from our Divine Might run also so adds it here and yes got me new earring instead of the old Abyssal Suppa now.
lördag 7 juni 2008
Joy my Esor
Happy get my girl back for playing some ^^ campaign all day lol but need points and xp, and its fun times=) Welcome BACK DEAR!!!!
More fun hmm yes Sky and byakkos nice nice Esor cant go so get on lots for Nhand =) and wow drops on first mine as only me prio lot ^^ wish Esor get her next one she can go on. we also got some haidate very nice Grats you guys and rest what got what they wanted =) and im so very sorry passed out most on 3rd byakko >< darn had hoped make limbus but sigh wont work then eyes shut down are more i know just really had to miss some lately now i wanna get in the runs more and was no work day after even oh well sometimes nothing we can do hope run was goood.
hugs for Esor
more planning for the dyna run sunday lol just me trying be ready lead or not wipe ls lol
Ill get back to what after and tell how it was-
hmm oh yes tanked or at least tried to in sea first time ever and /nin that not used on PLD fun but lol yes i need more training on that héhe.
Also made 60 on my Drk =) full AF time hehe maybe not in xp party tho lol
More fun hmm yes Sky and byakkos nice nice Esor cant go so get on lots for Nhand =) and wow drops on first mine as only me prio lot ^^ wish Esor get her next one she can go on. we also got some haidate very nice Grats you guys and rest what got what they wanted =) and im so very sorry passed out most on 3rd byakko >< darn had hoped make limbus but sigh wont work then eyes shut down are more i know just really had to miss some lately now i wanna get in the runs more and was no work day after even oh well sometimes nothing we can do hope run was goood.
hugs for Esor
more planning for the dyna run sunday lol just me trying be ready lead or not wipe ls lol
Ill get back to what after and tell how it was-
hmm oh yes tanked or at least tried to in sea first time ever and /nin that not used on PLD fun but lol yes i need more training on that héhe.
Also made 60 on my Drk =) full AF time hehe maybe not in xp party tho lol
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